Many things have happened in my life, I have alot of things to update here at my blog. I did mentioned that my new year will start when everything is over & settled. My new year start with a good start. It was all settled on the 12th April 2011 & that was my new year. Alhamdulillah, it all went smoothly without any complications. I am glad that it is all settled fast, faster that I expected. So please don't come telling me about ex husband or anything. We got nothing to do with each other already other than our children.

Life is slowly picking up, getting better & I never been happier. I have already started working & I am also providing for munchkins, not so dependent on Ide's monthly maintenance money for munchkins. I am thankful for a very supportive family, who have always been there for me & helping me throughout my rough times, not to forget my good girlfriends too.

Munchkins may come from a broken family but I never ever let that portrait in the eyes of munchkins. Never I once mentioned anything bad about their Abiy in their eyes. What their Abiy did towards me is just between us & not munchkins. I always tell munchkins that Abiy loves them & he will always take care of them & provide what's important for them. They are still at the growing stage, I could guide & teach them. I won't want them to portrait bad things about their Abiy.

Right now, I am going through another phase in my life. & that is to teach Baby Luthfi the correct things in his life. For example, who is his mother, his Umiy. Everyday now, I will keep asking him "Abg, anak sape?" For the 1st time ever in my life, my heart sank. The pain was piercing through my heart & I was hurt though I know he is still small, at such a tender age & couldn't know what is right or wrong. Young kids are smart, they pick up things fast & knowing my own son, I know he won't say such things if you don't teach him.

I don't bother that you have a girlfriend or what in your life now. This is regarding our children & it would be nice if there is no one else to interfere in our children. But don't ever teach them the wrong things. So yes, how would you feel if your own child says "Abiy Idesshh Auntie" to you when you asked "Abg, abg anak sape?" Since when did this Auntie gave birth to you? I am the one who gave birth to them, painstakingly held them for the 9 months in my womb & took care of them without any complains & when I heard that, my heart sank. I am a mother, their mother.

I did mentioned about this to Ide. I told him off, I cried in front of him. This is not about sympathy but this is about how your children think who is their father & mother. I don't munchkins to have the wrong impression of who is their father & mother. In their life, they will only have 1 Abiy & 1 Umiy & that will be Ide & I. No one else. Even if we were to get married again to someone else, they won't be calling their stepdad or stepmother, Abiy or Umiy.

It's just so painful.

This is my personal blog. What is on this blog clearly belongs to me. What I write here are my thoughts and I don't need you to tell me what is right and what is wrong. I don't bother about your life, why should you? So just mind your own business and that will be good. If you're a reader, behave like one.

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Ikhwan Luthfi ; Came into the world on the 4th October 2008.
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